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 i wash his feet with angel's hair
cry baby boy your cuboards bear

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 i dont even know how to feel, i just want to sleep. i dont really want him to come back because i know he'll just blame all his mental issues on me and get mad at me again and again and again and again. "make it work" my ass when u run away every 3 months you get to assume and speak on how i feel. i feel angry, i feel bitter. i feel sad. but i dont get to feel that do i? because it isnt "normal"

 

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"youre pouting in your sleep, i'm waking still yawning were proving to each other that ROMANCE IS BORING!!!"

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 "youre trying not to be nervous!"


"if you were trying at all.."

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 its like everytime i have a positive experience with him he fucking ruins it

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 i cant commit to kpop diets because theyre all so strict as in just same food, same time, same thing. i dont like that.

im really sleepy.

i forgot what i was going to type tbh

starvemaxxing

 i NEED to be pretty and skinnier and maybe if i starve myself more i'll become less sick

im already starting a supplement diet. that should be good enough.

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 fuck i have to cook this weekend, i really dont want to

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 tonight i prayed for the usual. To die in my sleep. I hope it works this time and i can finally be happy