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Jul. 24th, 2025 01:21 ami dont even know how to feel, i just want to sleep. i dont really want him to come back because i know he'll just blame all his mental issues on me and get mad at me again and again and again and again. "make it work" my ass when u run away every 3 months you get to assume and speak on how i feel. i feel angry, i feel bitter. i feel sad. but i dont get to feel that do i? because it isnt "normal"
your right in front of me but ur silence feels like the cold shoulder, i feel scared to say how i feel because i feel like you wouldnt even care. im scared if i express how i feel i'll no longer be "perfect". i always bottle it up all for you, you dont need to know how i feel or my opinions or what i like. why would you? what would be the point? so you can see me for who i am? "human" and flawed to the bone? never. never ever ever.
